So I’ve developed this new habit where I will be sitting straight up in class, taking notes, paying attention, and then suddenly I’m just sleeping.
Head pointed straight at teacher, sitting straight up, arms crossed sometimes, sometimes still holding a pen, eyes closed, dead asleep.
I’m really sleeping. It’s so strange. Then I feel myself leaning, almost falling out of my chair, and I wake up. I question if I was really asleep. It’s just so odd. I don’t remember closing my eyes, or even really being tired.
I think I’m dying, I really do.
Sometimes the dread I feel on Thursday eve (Wednesday night) for Thursday is just irrational. The way I feel about Thursdays in general is irrational.
I’m so unproductive.
I’m going to fix that. Right now.