i took my lil sister to the city for her first time today!
and I just applied for a scholarship which will let me go to school there for my last two years for free!! majoring in something new and something kind of scary and something that could change my whole life but now I”m being dramatic but who knows???

maybe I’ll get it and maybe I won’t and maybe I will stop spending all my money on sweaters that don’t fit me and maybe I’ll be very happy

~~~ ~~ ~ ~~~ my panic attacks are back

xygni:

"I Know It’s Over" by The Smiths

And as I climb into an empty bed

Oh well, enough said

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"Nothing will ruin your 20’s more than thinking you should have your life together already." — (via darlingrachel)

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I keep thinking “if I was home right now” or “if i was at school right now” — but it’d be the exact same thing because I’m so bad at having friends and I don’t know what this is about like literally where should i go what should i do 

i’m so bad at keeping up with things and people and anything ugh I ‘m s o  b o r e d and boring and like what am I doing anymore

heroes-get-made:

"This isn’t your typical love story…" opens the trailer for a movie about a white, heterosexual, cisgender, able-bodied, middle class, and likely loosely Christian couple who find each other through serendipity and a very small amount of actual work.

(via bukowskiarmwrestles)

"Life was not to be sitting in hot amorphic leisure in my backyard idly writing or not writing, as the spirit moved me. It was, instead, running madly, in a crowded schedule, in a squirrel cage of busy people. Working, living, dancing, dreaming, talking, kissing- singing, laughing, learning." — Sylvia Plath (via misswallflower)

vayena:

my aesthetic is the kid on the playground who tells all the other kids that ring around the rosie is about the black plague

(via bitterseafigtree)

 

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skeletonize:

thismtnsoul:

Two-Minute Personality Test
By Jonathan Safran Foer

What’s the kindest thing you almost did? Is your fear of insomnia stronger than your fear of what awoke you? Are bonsai cruel? Do you love what you love, or just the feeling? Your earliest memories: do you look though your young eyes, or look at your young self? Which feels worse: to know that there are people who do more with less talent, or that there are people with more talent? Do you walk on moving walkways? Should it make any difference that you knew it was wrong as you were doing it? Would you trade actual intelligence for the perception of being smarter? Why does it bother you when someone at the next table is having a conversation on a cell phone? How many years of your life would you trade for the greatest month of your life? What would you tell your father, if it were possible? Which is changing faster, your body, or your mind? Is it cruel to tell an old person his prognosis? Are you in any way angry at your phone? When you pass a storefront, do you look at what’s inside, look at your reflection, or neither? Is there anything you would die for if no one could ever know you died for it? If you could be assured that money wouldn’t make you any small bit happier, would you still want more money? What has been irrevocably spoiled for you? If your deepest secret became public, would you be forgiven? Is your best friend your kindest friend? Is it any way cruel to give a dog a name? Is there anything you feel a need to confess? You know it’s a “murder of crows” and a “wake of buzzards” but it’s a what of ravens, again? What is it about death that you’re afraid of? How does it make you feel to know that it’s an “unkindness of ravens”?

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"This is the age of intensity and not of duration." — You Are Too Much (via iamdanw)

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"Never forget what a person says to you when they are angry." — Henry Ward Beecher  (via med-girl)

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